Wiping Away My Pain

This took quite less time but completed perfectly. I hope you enjoy it.

 

I am just a human being here

Who’s completely lost, sheddin’ tears

Would you like to hear my story

Of all my fights, my struggles and lost glory?


I walked through a lot of pain

Struggled every day and night for gain

Now I see what I got is nothing

Every second of pain was just in vain


Why did all this happen?

What else does life wants me to do!

And now I am so broken

Oh pain! I am sitting beside you


I have failed and everything went waste

Monachopsis is what surrounds me

My fight epoch constantly stares

And phosphenes are just what I see


I feel I’m in the middle of an ocean every day

I feel I’m in the middle of a desert every night

There is no peace and comfort in sight

I need hope to lead me from wrong to right


This fight! Oh I fought with all my might

To be honest my mind wasn’t alright

It always thought about the pain inspite

Of me trying to control and guide


Yes it all happens inside your head

What the head thinks that’s gonna be instead

Of what you want and trying to see

Believe me, this way you’ll never be free


Your mind controls a lot everyday

Works throughout the day, thinking about pain

Give it a break don’t let much strain

Let the birds sing and call the rains


So stand up! lets get out of this

Stuck in the oceans and desert beneath

We make us, we save us

We fight us, we find us


Put that old brain to trash

Who has negativity with no flash

Who is completely dark inside

Taking you away from your plight


We live our own lives

We don’t need those empty policies

And we’ve got no apologies

For being who we are today


So say hey! And get your brain

a nice sweet holiday to change

Don’t be mistaken, it’s completely yours

Be original to live those cures


With this change now start a new game

Lend blind eyes to money and fame

Let your heart speak and do the same

In one life live all your dreams…

*****

Hell vs Life

Finally! After a long time I have written this. Last some months were a bit busy… Here’s an inspiring long ballad. Enjoy reading!

 

Everyday feels like kinda same

Nothing so great to rejuvenate

Everything I do feels like insane

Like doing for someone else’s sake


I want to get a time machine

And go back to those lovely days

Where all was so right as nature

Those memories I got to embrace


But then suddenly everything changed

Felt like I am dying Inside

Felt like someone is suffocating me

Till extent and living in pride


I guess the hell is better

At least you know all is gonna be wrong

At least you prepare yourself

To fight and be a bit strong


Here life threatens with spears

Knives and spikes on throat

Then disappears like a nightmare

Leaving you weak and alone


It gives you most painful scars

Scars almost unbearable

But you do fight them, don’t know why

And continue a meaningless life


These were my thoughts before

Before this day, my friend

Before, when everything was wrong in life

Before, when I was suffering in pain


Last evening while returning home

There was something I sensed

I wish I had sensed it before

Cause there were new thoughts commenced


I could see phosphenes from my eyes

Waking from intense dream

That was an epiphany to my life

That surrounded me with serene


Life threatens is a sagacious truth

But it does gives amazing moments

It threatens to make you stronger

Providing a lear with every pain


It teaches us something new

Something never experienced

Something which you’ve never learned

It persuades you to be persistent


My friend, life is an adventure

To quench our thrills and joy

To savour its every flavour

Give up thoughts which annoy


Enjoy the every struggle

Feel that every pain

Grasp that every lear

I assure, it isn’t in vain


You’re given this life cause

You’re strong enough to live it

Every heart is strong enough

To neglect and forget how to QUIT!

*****

World Mental Health Day ⛹

Every year World Mental Health Day is celebrated on 10th of October for global mental health education, awareness and advocacy against social stigma. I personally didn’t knew about this, just read today morning in newspaper. For a while i just kept thinking about it. Here are some of my thoughts…

If we just take a little time and think about this, its such an important day. In today’s date people have more mental problems as compared to physical or any other problems. There’s so much that people stress about; their work stress, relationship problems, home chores… There’s just so much that people constantly think about.

Today if we talk about a normal working person, their brain works continuously throughout the day, from waking up in the morning to going to bed at night. We have come to a time where we “live for work” rather than “work for living”.

It’s just one life and we should know how to balance stress and peace of our mind. Working throughout the week is okay but do relax on the weekends. Do on a long drive or just grab a book. Enjoy your hobbies or just go for a walk with you headphones on. They really help you. At least for a while you are away from that busy schedule.

There are people who are ending their lives due to thousands of problems. All these problems are culminated in a single word “depression”. I guess it just isn’t their mistake that they end their lives. There are many factors which affect it and it depends and varies in situations.

Here’s a suicide prevention helpline. The best thing you can do in such situations is to talk with your friends and trusted people. Share your feelings. They really do help in reducing pain.

Suicide prevention helpline: 

1-800-273-Talk 

Crisis Text Line, the free, nationwide, 24/7 text message service for people in crisis: For support in US, text HELLO to 741741 or message at facebook.com/CrisisTextLine

For support outside US, find resourses and other hotlines on http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html